God, I'm just frustrated.

I hate that I was thousands of miles away. I hate that he is such a good talker, full of ideas and big words no one else understands. I hate that he isn't doing shit, and that I constantly ask him what I can do though I am allowed nothing. I hate that I know I can do it better, and have for 2 years. I hate not being given the opportunity to do shit. I hate this. Meh. Lame people, politics, and Paul. I'm over it.